Tempting Boredom

Wa-hey there folks! Truth be told, I am not one to be blogging about random shinnagans about me, but then like always I got bored and couldn't resist to give it a try. Yup, that's typical me for you. In fact, the body and soul that I live in only comes in three mannerisms and behaviours. Lazy, Bored and being very Tempted. Two of them require high tolerance level....you guessed it, when I am either bored or very tempted to do something. Those two behavior levels of mine, I can usually create havoc in a small place without giving any warning. Honestly I can't help it, the word trouble just fins me. And then you have me when I get lazy which is quite often. Basically means that I will just sit my toosh down and watch you do all the work. And if somebody tells me to get something which might be thirty inches away from my nose, I will be just too damn lazy to get it.

As you can tell most likely unless your too dense to realize it, I am most defiantly not one of your typical friend. I have my theory's on life (most of them being unreligious like) and I have my own ideas of how to live my life. From the day I left my mother's womb, I was never the type to do exactly what people would want me to do. I oftened refused to go to Sunday School unlike the other goody two shoe children. I hang with friends and go to late night concerts without getting my parent's permission first. I drink (yeah I know, that's very bad for me) hard liquor behind my folk's backs. But luckily for them, I don't smoke or do drugs. I wear tons of black eye liner, black mascara and black eyeshadow for my make up, much to the disgrace of my parents. I am your traditional Emo. I cut by choice, not by habit. I listen to dark and depressing songs, and write my own lyrics on life, to the disgrace of my parents. Hopefully, you can tell by now that I am a proud rebel and I won't go out of my way to please anybody. I will always be me, whether you like it or not. Hate me, then don't bother me. Love me, then hug me. I love hugs.

I just turned 17 years old, and am getting ready to enter grade 12. Never in my life have I been so anxious to get back to school. I mean, sure before I used to be sort of excited to go back, but that was only to see my girls and boys. Talking about them, one thing that you must know about me, is that I always put my friends first. They are defiantly the one thing that I cherish in ym life. Without them, I'm not too sure if I would be here today. We've known each other since we were kids, and we know each other's full life story...without our parents knowing. And hell, we know way more stuff about each other than our parents realize. Were like borthers and sisters, just without the DNA.

Now going back to school, once again, I will admit that I am stoked about going back. After all, what's not to be stoked about going back to school for the last year in your life? Actually no, it's the other way around. I'm not stoked about going back to school, I'm just stoked about what's waiting for me on the other side. Hopefully after I graduate (maybe?) I will continue on pushing my dream of song writing and publish them to the bands I idolize. In the meantime, I wouldn't mind taking up the career of fashion designing. Strangely enough, I used to never be involved with fashion or anything, but after living in a small town with way too many Plastic Girls and Prepalized Boys, you kind of wonder where this world has gone too. So after dying for a while in a cloud of perfume, I decided to take out my art pencil and begin sketching my own personal ideas of clothes that I wouldn't mind seeing people wear more often (ie. Skinny Jeans, Band Tee's, Converse, Fedora's....you name it). And if I can't get into fashion designing for some apparent sad reason, then I will try my hand at either acting or singing.

Oh and if your starting to figure out that half of my occupations that I want to go into would be mainly under the flashing of camera's, it's not because I desperately want to become famous, it's because I just simply want to make a difference in this world. I am not the type to hoard all kinds of attention toward me, instead I usually hide myself in my room, listening to music and just being me. Defiantly not the type of person you would see running down the red carpet. And besides, I can't help it that the occupations I want to go into are under the impression of being famous. It's just the type of things that interest me. Got a problem with that then fuck off. And yes, I do swear a lot. I will just try for once to not swear to much on my blog just to save my skinny white ass being kicked off. And if I do scare you with my swearing, then sorry...but this blog ain't the blog for you to read. Anywho, the only swear words that I use frequently are: (ahem, sorry blogger founder) fuck, bitch, and hell. Sure I use the other ones a lot too, but I use those the most, in order, meaning I use the F word a lot...half of the time in it's verb form, if you catch my drift. Talking about that, I will sadly admit that I have one hell of a dirty mind. I don't mean to think dirty, but I can't help it. I just twist what people say to me all the way around to make it into something nasty. Example? I can't think straight now whenever someone says Cherry Tomato, just because of that one day where my mom had no idea of what she just said. I'm pretty sure she thought she meant it innocently, but I meant it the naughty way. Anywho, what happened was she made me and my family a salad for dinner, and she added all these cherry tomatoes from her garden into our salads. Taking one, she put it whole in her mouth and well ya know ate it. After she swallowed it, she gasped and said "Oh my, you could just pop these cherry tomatoes in your mouth!" And there you go ladies and gentleman. I hope y'all know what I mean know when I have a sick and twisted mind=)

So before I bore you guys any longer, I will let you go. And to be truthful once again, I completely suck at these About Blurbs. I mean, what is there to know about somebody? Just effing call them up and ask to hang out with them. It's always better to know somebody by hanging out with them instead of just reading their blogs, friend requesting them on facebook, and myspace, or following their current tweets (what a stupid name) on twitter. Even though I have all of those. Once again, before I get off track here, hope you all have a safe night and don't forget to share your drugs with your friendsXD (wow love you cody for that!)

Song Of The Day: Blue by The Birthday Massacre

Quote Of The Day: People who know me well say I'm generally a happy person to be around with, but what they don't know is that I am a damn good actress too.

xoxo SavingCharlotte